Oct 4, I made a fucking huge mistake. why am I so stupid? born to be stupid. when can I ever learn to be smart? I don't think I ever will. I fucking hurted a girl I love. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS! Freaking cried for the whole day. SO WHAT?! I GARY TAN WEI KEAT DESERVE IT! I hope she will live happily and happier without me. being with any other guy is better than me. But I hope those bastards better don't even think of toying with her. All the best my love. I will try to move on. just losing you for a few hours, my heart couldn't take it. even after I send that msg, i felt super uneasy, all I care about was how are you going to react to it. throughout the whole relationship, I've never really made friends with any girl.. please don't ever think that I broke up with you for another girl.. I won't. I love you madly, only you, Charlotte Toh Shih Ler...